Thinking about how I used to think I felt awkward and uncomfortable and anxious at family events because my family were somehow the cause, but now I'm kind of working out that autistic stuff is the cause really, and I do actually like all the people and the event itself, it's just that it clashes with my brain and I need to take my disabilities into account. :)
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@cassolotl
I never thought they are the cause...
On the other hand I was made believe it's because I'm just "wrong" and "horrible", "neglectful", "phlegmatic" and so on.
By them...
And it pushed me out. Now I'm having trouble finding my way back in except with the family of one of my aunts. They have great family values and are very inviting. On the other hand they're very very christian and I have no idea what their stance on queerness is...